Here I am looking to a previous messages and photographs with you. Reminiscing some wonderful memories that still remains on my mind but I know that here you are looking at a present messages, photographs and memories that you have with someone that I know you cherish the most. Looking how happy you are with her, I realized something that I'm the only one who feel this way and just waiting for nothing. It's glad to know that you're happy and you finally found the one who will give you more reasons to smile. ...

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*I miss YOU (though I hate the fact that I still miss you) *I miss my 3 month vacation *I miss my college besties (see you guys on Monday. Get ready for a new, challenging and another breathtaking sem haha) *I miss rainy days (Pluviophile here) *I miss that special moment with you  *I miss hanging out with my bestfriends *I miss going to the beach *I miss going to a mall *I miss watching Korean dramas *I miss the aroma of my favorite starbucks coffee *I miss going to a concert and have some fun *I miss...

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It's been a while since the last time I've updated my blog so here I am again writing about my typical and boring Thursday afternoon. I must enjoying these two weeks semester break, away from some stress and pressured school related activities but sadly I didn't have the chance to go on a vacation to refresh my mind and to unwind. It has been a stressful break for me and now that I only have three freaking days before the second semester start I pity myself for not enjoying those past days and week that I had but...

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You was once a little girl with full of dreams A girl who had a colorful outlook and representation about life Wherein that happy ever after in a fairtytale did really exist You were imaginative enough to create such a wonderful memories Positive enough to enjoy the life that you had But those were the past that remains unfolded As time goes by, everything is starting to change Along with the brightest smile that starting to fade away And you are not that little girl that you used to before. ...

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Sudden thoughts and realization... Wherein one morning you realized that you are good for nothing. Suddenly negative thoughts invades your mind and all of a sudden you feel so alone.  How hard it could be when you couldn't help but to get tired on believing in your own capabilities and strength? Yes, I'm good for nothing. That's the thing I'm really good at or I can say my specialty. Even though, I don't really mean it I've always been a disappointment to the people around me. (I think so?) I don't even believe in myself. See on how...

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I wrote this column article for a final project for my journalism class. Actually, I'm not aware that there is such thing as World Suicide Prevention Day and I just found out about it through twitter and further research. Obviously, I came up with the idea to featured it and make it as my subject for my article and here it is:  Is there a moment in your life where you feel alone, you are depressed, started to have a negative outlook about life, and started to think on what is your purpose to continue to live? There...

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Yeah first and foremost I considered myself as a human panda, why? well, for some odd reasons but mainly because of my eye bags (thanks to my pa-busy and pressure college life) plus my weight (definitely odd right?) (Ohhh how I love pandas. That tongue though haha. ctto) I'm not just an ordinary human panda but a crazy and pessimistic one. I'm literally crazy, I don't know why but all of a sudden I considered myself as a crazy human being. And yup I'm a pessimist. I grew up believing that I'm not good enough. I always have...

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