So I celebrated my Birthday yesterday and yes I'm already 19 (feel so old ugh). Actually I had my pre-Birthday celebration last Friday because some of my friends were not allowed on Saturday,which is my actual Birthday, but it was fine. I just invited my closest college friends and high school best friends but sadly some of them have their evening classes so they couldn't make it and Allison had her site visit in Tagaytay so she wasn't able to attend. It was just a mini-celebration at our residence actually my plan was to celebrate it outside but since it was the decision of the parental I need to approved with it. Honestly, I really feel sad and weary these past few days so I didn't feel the enjoyment and happiness on celebrating my Birthday. My friends kept on asking me if i'm fine and maybe it was a lie when I kept on saying that i'm ok.